Skip to main content

JABBERWOCKY AND OTHER CRAP IN MY BRAIN

 Yes, I have a million or more bits of information sloshing around in my brain fluid, crashing against the jagged rocks of the trauma and  tribulation of my life. Screaming for a lifeline. Needing to be rescued from the storm, in a sensible manner that is understood by more than me.

Not today. The jetsom may breach the banks but the flotsom shall remain.


I haven't updated the blog lately. It's not that I didn't have ideas. It's not that I don't need to scream crap from my head into the void.

The problem has been energy. Mine is waning. The late winter drag and spring reluctance has me down and out for anything more than going through the motions.

Ten thousand steps a day may help. Maybe a couple hundred words. Spring needs to stop it's cruel tease. I need to quit falling for the ruse.


My new laptop is getting her first Blogosphere workout right now. So far so good.


With nothing much to say the Blogger gives in to the muses craving for solitude. Perhaps a glass of wine would help both of us. All of us. The Jabberwocky plots escape for another day. Spring gives us all the finger. The Blogger sips, thinks, and reflects on life, failure and redemption.

"I need another five hundred steps. I will do extra tomorrow."


It has been too long between posts. I'll try to do better.

 

 



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

DRIVING SASKATCHEWANDERERER STYLE (Episode 2)

  Continued from Dec 1, 2023 And it begins at number...   7 - Your wife's new car talks. The two of them are not ganging up on you. It only seems that way.    8 - Check the oil once in a while. If you can't see any on the dipstick you should add more than one liter.   If your dipstick is a dark colour, and you can feel oil on it but you can't see any, you should seriously consider an oil change. 9 - Burnouts are for dummies. What do you think that black tire smoke is doing to your lungs. Besides, have you seen the price of tires lately? If not you are probably due. Due for a shock. 10 - AMC Ramblers were a paradox. A car absolutely designed for hot, fumbling, teenage sex, that probably remained a virgin for as long as the owner did. (Through college.) 11 - Remember. I am the slowest thing on the highway, driving 10 km over the posted speed limit. I will always encourage you to pass, and even help by slowing down to let you pass quicker. There is a simple reason...

THE KIDNEY STONE STORY (A Sermon From The Deck Special Edition)

  It was a dark and stormy night.... It was of course dark, as night seems to be around these parts. It wasn't stormy, but being January in Saskatchewan it was bloody cold. I remember going to the bathroom before bed, and noticing that my urine was darker than normal. "I need to drink more water." At three AM I was awoken by the worst pain in my life, combined with an urge to pee. I stumbled to the bathroom, but no pee was forthcoming, as the waves of pain washed over my body. I remember grabbing on to the sink, fighting the urge to black out from the pain, telling myself, over and over, "if you black out you will die. If you black out you will die.." And then common sense. "Honey, I may be dying. I need some help." She got me back to bed, assured me I was still among the living, and phoned the hospital. The nurse on duty knew what it was, prescribed Advil and said come in at 6AM. ("Take two Asprin and call me in the morning.") Let me explain...

Heartbreak Comes At Us From All Sizes

 I'm going to blame it on the smoke, but in reality the smoke lifted early last evening, around the same time the rain that was supposed to fall didn't. I was choked up as I removed the nest this morning. I won't admit to having tears in my eyes, and if you had caught me I would have admitted to no more than smoke and allergies. Men don't cry over the most crushing of events. We certainly don't cry over the death of a baby bird.  Allergies, you know. This spring a pair of barn swallows began spending time around the house, perching on the rope light above the deck, outside the kitchen window.  My wife first, and then me, would chatter at them, try to imitate their language, through the window. When we sat on the deck we would talk our version of swallow as they flew by, and pretty soon they became comfortable, and would join us while we were sipping wine or having morning coffee. Them, perched on the rope lights, just out of the reach of the weird apes, and us down ...